date: Tuesday, October 11, 2005 @ 2:53 am
title: Monologue
It's 2:53 and I can't sleep.
Thousand and one thoughts are running through my mind.
Top 5 things that I have to strife to deal with:
Faith
Commitment
Time
Relationship
Forgiveness
Ain't it just another beautiful day
Althought exams are over today
But commitments find their effects
that surface and unearth all the defects
Lacking of faith makes it double hard
Acting in faith cures all lousy hearts
that time is the antidote not enough
to make a sad gentleman laugh
If love is such an easy task
I would not hesitate a sec to ask
for forgiveness for my past
when I sunk deep into lust
Every action has its consequence
Merry and cheer is not eloquence
Coldy the cold-blooded wind brushed against my puffy cheeks, dampened with streaks of tears running along the contours on my pocket-marked face. I, a sad gentlemen, is suffering the death of faith. Elements of the past gradually surfaced with fear and sorrow. So hard for one to bear. But harder for both, for one must die to the other's Kingdom. Let me not make a choice, let me be a robot and worship thee systematically. Rationally bow down with bolts and nuts sticked to the joints. Painlessly.. KILL THE UNSOUND MIND!
A minute of silent. I not more before. I am today. Today is me.
